Raising funds for your salary is often a necessity in ministry work. However, we must not forget that support raising, although necessary, is as much a spiritual work as serving at your church, praying fervently, or reading your Bible. These all take a little bit of discipline and a lot of the Holy Spirit. Each of these gives us the greatest joy when done with the right heart, but can quickly spiral into legalism and shame if we are not careful.
Everyone has a place and role in the Great Commission. God wants to use you for beautiful things! Here are some things you can do right now to start reaching the nations whoever you are, wherever you are.
What works against you in grasping Christ's love for you? When I think about this question, my answers create a long list, sadly. My sin, fear of rejection, not being good enough, not being faithful enough, being a burden, seeing and experiencing broken relationships, feelings of shame.
During my time with Cafe 1040 in Europe, our group navigated the city through a "buddy system," ensuring no one ventured out alone. When a teammate sought a companion for a rendezvous with a girl she had met at a local Korean Festival, I volunteered without hesitation, completely unaware of what God would do from this encounter.
Right then and there I thanked God for the opportunity to be in Southeast Asia, where there is little access to the gospel. God reminded me in that moment of my purpose here and how necessary it will be for me to abide in Him during my three months here. Even though there is a heavy darkness, the Holy Spirit is moving here. The Bible tells us that one day every tribe from every nation will be bowing down at the Father's feet and praising His name.
During our three months here, we are shopping at a local market for our groceries. Let me tell you, every trip to the market is an adventure and scavenger hunt wrapped up into one. A meal that would take me an hour to make in America took me a full day to prep and cook here. This experience quickly introduced me to the differences in the culture from my own and helped me to understand how to adjust when things do not turn out the way I expect them to.
I struggled with feeling like I was failing at my purpose in being here and felt like God was so far away...when He gently reminded not one time had I brought that prayer of my heart to Him. I hadn't prayed from faith that He was working. I hadn't prayed for the hearts of the women He's already working in. Then I paused and was gently reminded that He doesn't need me to be here, at all. That He didn't bring me here for me to work for Him, but to show me joy in loving this city with Him.
On the trails our phones lost service so we had more freedom in our topics of discussions and we were able to share more of God’s work in our lives and hearts, as well as the impact of His beauty. I found myself stopping often to absorb the breath taking view of the landscape as these lyrics filled my heart….
I'm continuing to seek the Father for understanding in what he is trying to teach me. He is still revealing a lot to me about who I am and my constant need for him even as I'm serving overseas. I didn't get on a magic plane to Southeast Asia that made me into a perfect Christian. I need him just as much now as I did when I was back home. But now He has stripped away the distractions and the comforts that have held me back from falling more in love with Him.
Last week I had the opportunity to visit a Muslim village. Not only is this a Muslim village, but there is no one working to share the Good News with this people group. When I came to Southeast Asia, I did not realize that I would have this unique opportunity. The experience was very eye-opening and life-changing.
Q: Describe an experience you had that impacted the way you thought about missions.
A: We spent some time away from basetown for about a week and it was a really difficult week. It was one of the most difficult weeks of my life. Being secluded in this place. I was not just away from family and friends and things that were comfortable. We were away from our team leaders, language and we were confused with our interactions with locals in our homestays. Walking away from that week highly discouraged, but we were equipped, consoled and we go again. They mentored and prepared us for that spiritually. We were given great guidance and direction. This is a takeaway you can build on.
Last week, our team had the chance to visit a fishing town of approximately 150,000 people scattered into a handful of villages up and down the rivers of the area. Each of these villages were deeply rooted in the Muslim belief system (the dominating religion of the Middle East). The region as a whole is considered UUPG. In the village we mainly stayed in, only one man, Alex*, spoke English. This man is well respected in his village and incredibly devout in his belief to the Islam. Our first day, he took us on a boat tour of the villages and to a place of worship, where he began telling us more about Islam.
One thing that God has been particularly placing on my heart is the use of art for His name. Before I came on this trip it was placed on my heart for me to bring some supplies to do paintings while I was here. It has been so beautiful to see the way the Creator has used it. I have been able to share my story, tell stories from the Bible and ultimately share the Gospel with many friends through the paintings God created with me.
On average, it takes almost 10 years of relationship and work with Muslims to begin to see people come to relationship with Jesus. This amazing phenomenon did not make sense to me at first! How could it take 10 years? But, after meeting Muslims and seeing the importance of relationship, it does. Nothing in North Africa, or the Muslim World is done quickly! They eat slowly, walk slowly, and grow relationships slowly.
I have been in Southeast Asia for almost a month now and have seen such beautiful and confusing things. I expected that much. The surprise has been in the willingness of locals to befriend me and my teammates. We have friends that are children, elderly, single, and married. Friends that are students, workers, skaters (in between jobs?), and retired. People aren't really so different just because of a time zone.
GOD IS SO GOOD! He has already been teaching me so much about how much He loves the people of this nation. He was here way before me and will be here long after me! Most days I can see God all around Basetown--through the smiles of locals, in their loving actions, and in the breath-taking landscapes that my eyes have been graced with!
I am leaving a changed person. I am not the same from months ago, and I had God to thank for putting me through this program. Countless times He has given me peace about my future, and restored His love for the nations through me again and again. This program has fanned the flame on my heart for the people in the 10/40 window and the Muslim culture.
